Mixed Feelings

Excuse me for a second, as I try my best to clean of the dust that has settled on my keyboard. Its been quite a long time since my last update, won't you say? A couple of things happened since the last post. That's life, right? In one day, you have a friend you could turn to and the next, said friend is gone. Or that one day you had a grandmother, and the next she's lying in a white tomb with jasmines growing on it. Basically, life goes on, and sometimes, you just forget about trivial things and what not.

Why am I back again in this blog sphere? A funny tale really; was inspired to write back again when in the midst of improving my thesis. Not the best reason, mind you, but hey as Nietzsche once said, “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.” Smart fellow, that one.

As for the title, yes it does reflect the feeling I have as I am writing this. Whether or not its a good idea to go back into writing mode with the old template, or should have just started it off fresh. After thinking about it, I decided to heck with it. I won't delete my past posts. I won't change my blog's address. And I most certainly won't start over with the same empty promise of writing everyday. I won't.

I will however, continue to write in this blog. I will continue to post things that I feel strongly about. I will write about things that may or may not be comfortable to talk about. I will write from my heart.

Why? You ask.
Well, simply because, I will not run away again.

Current Mood : Driven
Current listening to : The World - Yuki Kajiura